Can I say it? Can I tell you the truth?
Would you think less of me if I said what filled me?
It can not be said. It can not escape into the world.
Silence is the answer. Silence to the world at large.
Inside me - it rages. A storm that screams and moans in agony.
Loud, crashing, debilitating sound
I can not say it.
I can not write it.
But you know.
You know how I feel.
You know the reality of my pain.
Tommy - forgive and love me.