It has been 2 years and 4 months since Tom died. It has been difficult but I am finally finding my new normal. In fact, I am happy with who I am becoming. I am more assertive and yet controlled. Slowly I am learning when to keep my mouth shut and not go off. It isn't easy but is doable.
Tommy, I have loved you for so long. Yes, even before I knew it. You have taught me to stand strong and not give up. I haven't. In fact, I am stronger than ever and ready to make changes that are frightening. However, thanks to you- your faith - God's faith in me - It is going to fine.
I still love you.