10:30pm

Work tomorrow. Nervous, scared, elated. Can't sleep but will be OK tomorrow. Tommy - I miss you so much.You gave me strength to do this everyday. You encouraged me. You took care of me. You elevated me to heights I had never known before. You have been gone 3 months - tomorrow I go back without you home - praying for me, supporting me. I don't know if I can do it without you. Be with me. I love you.