It has been hard since I haven't been feeling well. Sinus' are rough sometimes.
It was comforting to wrap up in Tom's quilt with a cup of coffee in the morning. It was peaceful and quiet. Lizzy curled up with me and just slept.
Will it ever seem normal. I don't know - but sometimes it feels good. Found one of Tom's uniform shirts in a bag of winter clothes. It was strange. No pain. Just a longing. Missing his company, his smile, his laughter. Longing for comfort sometimes. What does that look like - I don't know.